randomness again...

don't ask of me of what i am not,
or i may fail you.

reality is just an illusion!

There is an invisibly visible line between illusion & reality. If you live in an illusion for a long time; that may well become your reality one day. I know it, because I have experienced it. You live in an illusion, that becomes your reality one day and from that day you will never again know whether what you are living is an illusion or it's your reality. And even if you know that your reality is just an illusion; you wouldn't want to change it because illusion is always better than reality.

Well, Who knows who's real - the person looking into the mirror or the person looking out of the mirror?

I think the person who stares back at you from the mirror is the real you; and you who's looking into the mirror and trying to see yourself the way you want to be is just another illusion of yours. And that's why I avoid looking into the mirror at times; because that's when so many truths would be uncovered; but I don't want to know the truth.

Tell me if you know the difference between reality & illusion!

Photo: taken by me at Southend On Sea

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When I see the mirror, I see you not myself.

When I see my reflection, I find it’s yours not mine.
 
"Life would never have been so beautiful, if I hadn't seen it with your eyes…" 

Photo: Google Images

Increase options or increase possessions?

I now need to learn the difference between:
Options and possessions,

And find:
Options amongst possessions, and
Possessions amongst options!
 
Tell me something you want to spend on: to buy or to save?
[Me: Lot of time and a good camera]
 
Photo: Google images.

My New Year Resolution!!!

Read as much as I can!
Write as much as I can!
Learn as much as I can!
Explore as much as I can!
Travel as much as I can!

No Crying!
No Cribbing!
No Gossiping!

Thank God!!! Every year there are so many new year days (Diwali in Gujarat, 1st Jan, Your Birthday, Chaitri Beej for Kutchis, Cheti Chand for Sindhis and many more). So you never miss a chance on creating your resolution for the year.

Tell me your new year resolution.

Photo: Google images.

I own a thing that travels faster than light !

My thoughts travel faster than light, sound and anything else you can think of!!! A word from you is enough for my mind’s eye. Before you complete your sentence, I have a story ready; my imagination is always bizarre. A very best friend of mine told me about his engagement. I am so very happy for him. I saw girl’s picture on FB.

After I logged off from FB & gmail, I was thinking of him and then got lost into other-various-random-related-unrelated thoughts. In just fractions of seconds I travelled the entire world.

Today it rained, and I could smell wet sand. But not sure the route that I took today to go from Euston to Euston square was shorter or longer than the usual route I take.

I saw a lady in green jacket. My all time favourite color is black. Second favourite keeps on changing; currently it’s green. And I am too much obsessed with cleaning. I am afraid, how will I manage expenses after I move to London and after marriage. I will have to compromise with travel again. When am I going to visit Italy, Spain, Egypt, Amsterdam, Greece!!! Did I love the snow covered Mt. Titlis more or was I more mesmerized by the shimmering Eifel Tower? I never wanna go to US; but will go if my sister’s there.

I have developed this very weird pain in my left leg, such that I am not able to walk sometimes. Friends say I need to improve my eating habits; I hate bananas. I love certain kinds of aches. I suffer from a milder version of agoraphobia.

I love chocolate and remember it when I last had it. I have just one addiction – Tea. I have never been drunk and never smoked. One morning I feel I am gaining weight, the other I feel I am reducing.

I can’t stop thinking of Indian World Cup victory; the feeling has not yet sunk in. I still don’t know why Dhoni came to bat in 5th position even when he was not in that good form. I still wish Sachin could have made a century. Oh, today is Tuesday. Mom said there is some world cup victory rally in Mumbai today. They had fun watching WC finals, I too had; but it would have been more fun if we would have watched it together. Oh, I need to call home and check with dad a good date to move in to the new house.

The “Go Bananas” race is on 14th and my manager has registered for it. We have a meeting on the same day. I need to ping him now & re-schedule the meeting. Let me inform him this and then go for a Tea-break!!!

Finally, I am back to the original-normal-work world.

Do your thoughts rest?
Me:Yes; when I need them to flow! No; when I want them to hush!

Photo: Me
Photo Credit: Muna

Randomness !!!

Keep still my heart!!!

Can I ask for peace?
(Or)Shall I be contented?

Amidst anxiety, there is no rest, no respite!

A piece of paper on my table:
blank, thoughts unwritten!
(Shall) I give my feelings new wings;
(or shall) I ask my heart to hold on.

I want to seize time, but I fear present.
I want to move on, but I fear future.
Am I creating my own destiny?
Or amending it or destroying its roots?

Words unsaid, Thoughts unheard.
Days lived, Moments untouched.
Crazy me or insane life!

Randomness – Still, Keep still my heart!!!

Photo: Francesca Woodman